It's All About Me

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Do you ever get the feeling that a show, song, or article was written specifically for you? I sometimes get this feeling when watching some of my favorite tv shows (greys, etc).  I think, wow, i am the crazy girl this show is talking about.
And, it has been happening to me lately when reading my favorite blogs! Yes, I have obviously twisted reality in my head when reading stalking my daily blogs, but it seems like their posts are talking directly to me. Telling me, Kathryn, don't be afraid. Take that leap. Try something new. You can't succeed if you don't take that initial risk.
I have been struggling for some time with really deciding on which direction and path I want to take. I wonder why now? Is it because I am bored? Unhappy with my current job? Do I know there is something more that I am destined to do - to achieve?  I also feel some sort of pressure to make this decision. Is there finality in whatever decision I make?  Growing up, choosing things to try and experience was always too easy.  I don't really remember thinking "gosh, I wish I could just quit this and try something else". I would by no means call myself a 'risk taker'.  And, now it seems like any risk is too big to even attempt.
So, just like when Meredith or Christina is speaking to me through their challenge of the episode on Greys, so are my blogger peeps.
I thank you all for posting such motivational topics and words. Your words and thought provoking topics are truly inspirational.  I find myself wanting to take Ginger for a walk and jog for part of it. I am even looking forward to the next time I can hit the pavement and feel the fresh air in my lungs (as much as one can in LA) and gaze upon the vibrant flowers.  I am ready to prepare, research and act on moving on to my newest job.  I would say career, but up pops that finality again that creeps me out.  So, to keep it light and not uber serious, I will refer to this change as a scenery change.  Reading these blogs has given me hope. Hope that I am not alone. Hope that there are people out there who love their jobs so now I know it def is possible.
I will probably never meet a majority of you, but know that you do effect others - for the better.  And, a part I can play in that is to comment and let you know - someone is listening and thanks for sharing.


xoxo,
K